Disclaimer: I AM NOT INSANE-JUST EXTREMELY MAD. If this post offends you, sorry.
My heart is going to pound out of my chest right now. I am shaking angry.
Nate's at band practice. Dylan is actually hanging out watching tv, which is the RAREST THING EVER. The kid is always on the go & always outside. So, I'm bored and since I've been thinking about support groups and walks and blogs and forums and all this MS shit lately, I signed into MSWorld.org for the first time in a couple months. Went in the chat...started bsing about whatever...dmd's were brought up...which I hate talking about, because of the shit I get for not taking them. Well, that chat-room did not disappoint. Holy. Shit.
WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH PEOPLE WHO HAVE MS and the RIGHT they think they have to tell you what to do.
I have NO MORE CHANCE OF NOT WALKING THAN YOU, Fucktard. I am not making a bad choice by not taking them. A bad decision is not wearing your seat belt...not, not taking a medicine that may or may not work. AND YES, I have done my research. I am well aware of the pros and cons of allll available to me. I didn't go to the Dr. & automatically be like, "Nah, I don't even want to read, or hear anything about the meds, I'll just give it my best shot to not be a burden to my Damn family..."
OMG. I am pissed off.
Fuck the resolution about going to the meeting.
I don't want to meet people with MS if they're fucking hanging off their gold gilded pedestal because they take some medicine a guy gave them that will MAGICALLY make them better. How about diet, exercise, vitamins, weed, meditation.
Like I said before...Until they find a cause, they WILL NOT find a cure you ass clowns!
I am so mad right now I can hardly type
Fuck.
I'm posting this as is, so when I re-think the meeting thing, which I know I'll do, I can come back and read this shit to remind myself how I don't want to be surrounded by ass clowns like that.
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So true.......
:). thanks. hope you're doing well.
The crowd and moderators at MSWorld are a fucking joke. They act like they are all seasoned neurologist, the dickhead kind...
You should give a meeting at least one chance if not two because of the nature of their attendance always in fluctuation. (what did you not do yesterday that you intended to do?)
Over half my last group was not on DMD's. I don't remember anyone telling me what I need to be on.
They had answers when I asked for suggestions/advice.
Take Care.
I just don't know what I will do if someone were to pull that bullshit right to my face. I'm not usually one to hold my mouth shut.
but, I have been emailing a lady from one of the groups in town. yesterday I asked her what to expect, and the range of age.
ill go man.
next Saturday. You take care.
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